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Dad of the Year

by JustMakeMeCry

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1.
My hands are rough And calloused. But I'll be so gentle with you I promise. Your body Had taken quite the Beating. I didn't want to scare you off. So I'll let you sleep through the evening. Your coat Had been stained Bloody red. From all The battles and wars You had been in. My hands are rough and calloused. But I'll be so gentle with you I promise. You were so cold so I had to warm you up. I held you close until the sun Came up. I won't Hurt you like the others did. I'll take care of you and tend to your wounds, Until the winter ends. My hands are rough, And calloused. But I'll be so gentle with you, I promise. Your hands were so, Rough and calloused, But you were so gentle with me, Like you promised.
2.
I've got a bunch of weed stashed in my backyard, We can pick it up and put it in a jar. Make some cookies to bring in the car. Before we leave for the next few days. We'll drive by the ocean where everyone goes, And stay in a spot where no one will know. Start making out take off all our clothes, And fuck the day away. I'm sucker for romance, But a bigger sucker for an angel like you. I'm a loser with no chance, Tear me apart and i'll come right on cue. I'll try to always give you a reason to stay, God i hope it always stays this way.
3.
You better come over before we run out of booze, When we're done drinking we can sleep in my room. But not before i get sick and have to throw up, If we fall asleep together i might feel better soon. And then maybe later I'll have the confidence, To ask if youll still love me even after all of this. But i already know the answer i know i shouldn't worry, It just scares me how much that i think you love me. I know you wont fuck me up, But I'll sure fuck me up.
4.
Maybe I should think this through before i go and tell you, About how insecure i am but i know you'd understand. But deep down I get so stressed cause i think youd love me less, If you knew how much i needed you you'll always know what do. And I know i have nothing to worry about, But everything in me wants to let it out. I'll keep fucking up I'll keep fucking up, Until I know what to do. Oh god i should think this through before i break down on you, My body is such a pain in the ass but i cant let it quit so fast. You know that i get so stressed any time i don't feel my best, I wish that we could just get a break but in the back of my mind i know you'll stay. I know i have nothing to worry about, But everything in me wants to let it out. I'll keep fucking up I'll keep fucking up, Until I know what to do.
5.
It could be 10,000 miles or a 5 min wait, We could fall asleep together or go out on a date. It won't make a difference just as long as youd stay, You're the only reason why i wanna stay up so late. If i start slurring my words i hope you'll forgive me, Youre the reason why I've stopped feeling so empty. I hope i dont chase you off by being so needy, I have so much to give i just hope you bare with me What can i say what can i say, To get you to stay get you to stay? It could be 500 oceans or one shallow creek, But nothing could ever keep you away from me. Now i hope that doesnt come off as weird/creepy, Just know that I'll be there when you're in too deep. And if i start complaining that im falling apart, Pls know itll never stop me from fixing your heart. God it sounds so fucking cheesy and horribly cliché, You're the only person i know that makes me this way It's all i can say all i can say, To get you to stay to get you to stay.
6.
Loverboy 02:59
Turn me into the universe you see in me, Tell me im beautiful and tell im soso pretty. Say you can see entire galaxies in my eyes, Hold my hand until one of us falls asleep at night. Please let it stay this way for as long as we're alive, No matter how long that may be, It doesnt matter we could fuck or cry. I don't lie i never lie, But maybe I can be a little bit dishonest. I would never lie to you, You know me too well dont be so modest. I wanna know what ur skin feels like against mine, Keep me under covers so i can stop the time. Trace the edges of your body with my finger tips, Have your taste linger on my tongue and on my lips.
7.
I know you worry but there's i can do, Except for take more medication and talk to you. It's getting real concerning i can see that you're scared, But everything seems fine when youre numb to fear. Sometimes i feel like i should just shut the fuck up, Cuz the words that im saying always seem to cut. Deeper than i ever expected them to, It makes me feel like shit whenever i hurt you. I'll try my best to make it through the next few years, Even if I'm crying more than smiling im still here. But you make everything so much easier to handle, I'd let you light me up like a candle. Just let me hold you a little while before i fall asleep. And you could tell me everything youd wanna do to me. Of course my love is strong it's everything that i feel. But at the same exact time i can't believe its so real. You know I wanna do anything to make you smile, But I know you'd rather me sleep for a little while. Whenever I lose strength It's okay I won't stop, Cause everything about you is everything i want.
8.
Im terribly sorry wont you excuse me, I have to go to the bathroom. To look into the mirror and curse myself out, And call myself a fucking loser. Dont you know that they still love you, No matter what you say or do? Dont you know that she'll always loves you, Even if you think that she's something youll lose? Won't you take this and fuck me up? I feel like i'm gonna throw up. Could you try to convince me why im so special And deserving of all your love. Won't you take me and fuck me up? Im terribly sorry Im not feeling so good, Im gonna go smoke another cigarette. To find another to destroy my lungs, Cause screaming at myself isnt doing it. Of course i know that they still love me, No matter what i think they see. Of course i know that she still loves me, Even if i think i can't be what she wants me to be.

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Another album to start the New Year <3

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released January 24, 2018

Written, Performed, and Produced by JustMakeMeCry

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(Formerly known as FTFWTO)

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