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Dweebpop

by JustMakeMeCry

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1.
HMU L8R 02:36
Just hit me up, When you need a ride. Cause I'm always here, To give you my time. To give you my good time, To give you my time. Just hit me up, When you're fucked up. And you need to feel better, Oh I feel like such a slut. Oh I feel like such a slut, Oh I feel like such a slut. Just hit me up, When you've fucked up, And you need to hear the truth. I don't think you can love someone. I don't think you can love someone, I don't think you can love someone. For more than one night
2.
Crack a joke that I might not get, Until I get home and feel so upset. It's not you at all I promise that, It's just the pain I get in my neck in my back. Looking for love without the love. Draw my face on a piece of paper, Hang it up on your wall when I can't be here. Leave me voicemails when I'm fast asleep. I have a sweater that you can keep. Looking for love without the love. Call me a loser when I say, That I love you every single day. Oh you're my sweetheart tho I'll admit, That you've burned me just a teeny bit Looking for love without the love.
3.
Kept up on caffeine, Blurry vision and no sleep You said you were done with me. Now I'm in my room alone, Crying to pictures of you on my phone, I think its time for me to get stoned Now I feel so somber, You looked so happy in that sweater, I got for you at the thrift store. I stay sunk down in my couch, No reason to go out, Since I feel so damn alone. I guess I'll just give up, On this stupid quest for love, Because I lost my only one. Im still in my room alone, Crying to pictures of you on my phone, I think its time for me to go God I feel so somber, You looked so happy in that sweater, I got for you At the thrift store. You'll go. Got dragged out to a party Might as well hang with the homies So I don't do something dumb Spotted you from across the room Gave me a smile like you always do But I won't let it ruin my fun I don't feel so alone, Deleted the pictures of you on my phone, I think it's time for you to go. You look so somber, You can keep that fucking sweater I got for you at the thrift store. Now go.
4.
I know that you're mad don't be mad for too long I hope you understand I just wanted to fall In love with someone else for a couple of hours Out of the week when you're gone.  While you're out of town I'm always home,  Lying in bed talking on the phone Giving my love to someone else. So I wouldn't feel alone Did you think that I would stay With someone like you? Did you really think that I'd love Someone like you? I'm sorry you found out I didn't want it this way If I show that I'm sorry will you let me stay? I know I made you sad but what I feel is so much worse Knowing what I did it's like some god awful curse Please give me a break it was just a big mistake If it makes you feel better the sex wasn't great If you leave me now I won't have anyone else My loved ones will go I won't have any help Did you think that I would stay With someone like you? Did you really think that I'd love Someone like you?
5.
Something about flowers, And oak trees in the park. It's the place you would go to, When it would get really dark. Light up your cigarette, And dance in the rain. You'll open up eventually, But it's not anyone's to take. You're not here its fine, I don't care. You're not here it's fine, I don't care. You're not here it's fine Oh i won't bitch and whine. You're not here it's fine I don't care Something about relationships, And how you can never get close. Reality was never your strong suit, But it affected you the most. So drink up all your Jack, And throw up in the stalls. Please don't ever come back, I won't return your calls.
6.
There's something so satisfying, In wanting what you can't have. Placeholders nothing more, Than a lover without the tag. An Oracle sent to feel, The burns of glass shards. Oh I wasn't prepared, For your wolves in the graveyard. Pulled apart by scavengers, The chase is getting dull. These feelings are nonsensical, This love will take its toll. The want will burn out, And the need won't satisfy. A placeholder nothing more, I've been living a lie. She got to bloom, Before she left this room.  And I couldn't figure it out, But she was brighter than the moon. My words aren't wise, And they sure as hell aren't lies. She seeped into my skin, I can never let this die.
7.
Lets run away to Cuba Where you’ve always wanted to go And where ive always feared to tread But you give me hope. But teach me Spanish my dear Even when we're on the run No prerequisites here lets just run away to Cuba Where it is safe from the forces you despise Forces I dont fully understand why Unsustainable but all consuming But I promise I'll stay right here  (Just hold onto me) I’ll figure out how To earn for you To build for you Do all I can do. And in return all I ask is Teach me Spanish Run away with me   We can both vanish
8.
I'd invite you to my pity party, But there's only room for one. I'll call you so you can come over, Once this is all done. Maybe things will finally work out, Before the end of October. And I won't be so goddamn lonely, When this is all over. Don't feel sorry for me, Cause this is all I need. Hundreds of empty roads, And thick clouds of cigarette smoke. I'd invite you to my pity party, You probably wouldn't come. I'll text you when its all over, Maybe you can make the next one. And things will probably work out, By the end of December. And I won't be so goddamn lonely, When this is all over.
9.
There's things i won't allow myself to say, Like how much I wanted to go away. And disappear when I hit the ground, Things just got worse when you were around. Light me up with another prescription, I don't mind another crippling addiction. I swear I'm the only one who even cares, Some times I wish you were still here. The only benefit from taking all this abuse, Was feeling like was in good use. I don't know if anything will come from this, The embers of my heart still burn from it.
10.
Take a step back, Just please let me in. I need you to breathe, You can't go through this again. The faces won't fade away, Like you want them to. The memories won't melt away, Like you need them to. Take a step back, Please let me stay. I need you to breathe, Promise me you'll be okay. The faces won't fade away, Like you want them to. The memories won't melt away, Like you need them to.

about

"Dweebpop" is a collection of songs written from 2016-2020. It first started with the idea to re-record/reimagine some old favs I had written years ago, and it slowly grew into a cohesive album after a few months. With everything (Sans Don't be mad for too long) being written around 2016/2017, I didn't have to worry much about working on song structures or writing lyrics. I could really sink my teeth into the production side of things.

I really hope y'all like it. I put lots of hard work into making this album sound as clear, and as lush as possible. So hopefully all of that comes through on this bad boi. 💕

Also, it's my absolute pleasure to tell y'all that I will donating over 50% of digital sales to Shriners Children's hospital for the months of July and August. I was a Shriners kid for a substantial portion of my life, and with every surgery and medical need I had, they took care of me each step of the way. This is one way I feel I can give back to them after everything they've done for me. 💕

If you'd like to donate to Shriners directly, you can send a donation through this link here: www.shrinershospitalsforchildren.org/shc/donate

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released July 2, 2021

Written, Produced, and Performed by JustMakeMeCry

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Non-Critically acclaimed Dweebpop act.

(Formerly known as FTFWTO)

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