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Equal Parts Love and Heartache

by JustMakeMeCry

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1.
Dreamboat 03:39
VERSE I know I'm not a dreamboat, But I'm as handsome as I can be. I'll cheer you up, When you're not feeling so happy. I'll take you to shows, Or wherever you wanna go, Cause I wanna see you smile, Before we go home. CHORUS I'll take you on lots of dates, And make you feel great. When you're feeling down, And your skies are grey. I'll stay up late, And bake you lots of cakes. So you'll have lots of choices, For your birthday. (I know its not your birthday) VERSE You know I'm not a dreamboat, But I'll try and stay healthy, So we can dress up, And you'll feel so pretty. We'll go out to shows, Or wherever you wanna go, Cause I wanna see you smile, Before we go home. CHORUS I'll take you on lots of dates, And make you feel great. When you're feeling down, And your skies are grey. I'll stay up late, And bake you lots of cakes. So you'll have lots of choices, For your birthday. (I know its not your birthday)
2.
VERSE Oh the tension in this room, Will drive me insane. Cause all of my words, Just get in the way. Of your eyes, And your thigh highs. Of your eyes, And your Thigh highs. CHORUS Kiss me hold me, Tell me you love me. Get me closer, And I promise I won't let go. VERSE Oh the silence in this room, Will drive me crazy. Cause all of my words, Will not stay. On your skin, Or your lips. On your skin, Or your lips. CHORUS Kiss me hold me, Tell me you love (fuck) me. Get me closer, And I promise I won't let go.
3.
20/20 04:10
VERSE Neck bones cheek bones, Pop my joints back into place. Oh I've been spiraling, For more than 6 1/2 days. Track marks razor marks, Cover up the bruises and scars. Long sleeve t-shirts, Hide away bruised arms. CHORUS Whispers we dont care, And people will stop and stare. But I don't care who they are, Cause I'll still love you with all your scars. VERSE Neck bones cheek bones, Pop my wrists back into place. Realign my spinal column, I've been in bed for more than 20 days. Track marks razor marks, Kiss your bruises and scars, Short sleeve T-shirts, The summer gets too fucking hot. CHORUS Whispers we dont care, And people will stop and stare. But I don't care who they are, Cause I'll still love you with all your scars.
4.
VERSE Love struck, Love struck. It feels like, I've been hit by a truck. But I know its not as bad, As I'm making it out to be. 2× CHORUS But I want you, To tell me. If this is real, Or just me being me. VERSE Love struck, Love struck. These emotions, Are running amok. But I know its not as bad, As I think its going to be. 2× CHORUS But I want you, To tell me. If this is real, Or just me being me.
5.
VERSE Kiss me on the cheek, And tell me that I'll never be. Stuck in second place, To someone I think is better than me. You'll never let me go, Even when I'm breaking down. But the things that I'll say, You'll never forget about. CHORUS Oh we can be, Together forever. And when we die, We can be ghosts together VERSE Kiss me on the lips, And wipe the tears off my cheek. Tell me that I'm okay, And I'm not as weak as I think. You'll never let me go, Even when I'm falling apart. But the things that I'll say, I'll wish we could go back to the start.. CHORUS Oh we can be, Together forever. And when we die, We can be ghosts together
6.
VERSE You can wear my band t-shirts. When we go bed together. And when we curl up under the covers, You can places your feet over mine. CHORUS And I'll hold you tight. VERSE And we wake up in the morning, I'll kiss you on the cheek like in every story. We've ever heard about love, Cause we're the ones they're speaking of. CHORUS Cause you're just right And I will always hold you tight
7.
VERSE I like feeling like I'm lost. and I like separating my myself, From my soul. It makes me feel real, Like never before. VERSE I like hearing your voices, Every morning. And I like falling asleep, I'm the middle of the day. So I don't have to stay awake. BRIDGE And I know that I'm so unhealthy, Cause I know that you'll always worry. I'll always separate my soul from my body, So I dont feel the pain of this reality. VERSE I like feeling like I'm lost. and I like separating my mind, From my soul. It makes me feel real, Like never before.
8.
Cabernet 04:35
VERSE Cut the surfaces, With jagged dulled knife. Crack the tension, With a bottle of chilled white wine. My bones are rattled, And my insides are tied in knots. They want me to quit drinking, But I'd rather not stop. CHORUS Sauvignon Blac, Semillon. VERSE Drop the glasses, On the ballroom floor. Drag me out, To the front door. I'm fine, I just need to sleep tonight. When I go home, I'll open a bottle of red wine. CHORUS Pinot Noi, Cabernet Sauvignon. OUTRO Empty Bottles on the floor, Waiting for you to come home. But I know it's been too long, I know you won't.
9.
VERSE I'm made of, bits of cloth and string. The fabric I'm made out of, Is torn and stained. Filled with sutures, Limbs stitched closed. Missing buttons, But still everyone knows. CHORUS I'm okay, For another day, And if I'm lucky, This pain won't stain. VERSE Ripped wide open, I'm the last priority. Cause I know there's others. That need the care more than me. Opened sutures, My limbs are falling apart. Can't find the buttons, Hopefully this won't scar. CHORUS I'm okay, For another day, And if I'm lucky, This pain won't stain.
10.
Traintracks 03:53
VERSE Its a warm summer night, The breezy is just starting to kick it. The train is passing by, And I still feel like shit. CHORUS My hands still hurt, Countless cigarette burns, On the edge of my wrists, What else am I gonna miss? VERSE Its a cold winter night, The storm is already coming in. The train just passed me by, But I still feel like shit. CHORUS My hands still hurt, Countless cigarette burns, On the edge of my wrists, What else am I gonna miss? OUTRO Its passed midnight, Staring at clear sky, Watching the trains just fly by, And I still feel dead inside.
11.
June 8th 02:16
VERSE Let's treat this as another landmark, In the history of our relationship. A day where I didn't fuck this up, And you didn't have to comfort me. Let's treat this as another holiday, In the history of my existence. Celebrate the fact that I'm still alive, And I didn't try anything. (this time) All the words, Are falling into place. All the words, Are leaving this place.

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Hey love songs and sad songs <3

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released June 15, 2016

Written, Performed, and Produced by Dairrien Call

Special thanks to Chelsea Van Dixon for vocals on Love Struck by a Semi Truck

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Non-Critically acclaimed Dweebpop act.

(Formerly known as FTFWTO)

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