1. |
Love Drunk
04:31
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VERSE
Oh no its hard to find the words,
To make this sound less absurd.
I know its messy I know they think,
That we won't work but let's just have a drink.
Just sit down and have a drink.
CHORUS
Cause I won't let this,
Collapse like a sinking ship.
I won't let this,
Come crashing down like an avalanche.
VERSE
Oh god I can't seem to shut up,
The words keep coming I might fuck up.
I feel so dumb so incomplete,
But you still want to kiss me.
And you still love me.
I need to calm I need to relax,
Cause my chest is tighter than wax.
My lungs hurt I can't breathe
But you'll do your best to control me.
And you'll hold me.
CHORUS
I won't let this,
Collapse like a sinking ship.
Oh I won't let this,
Come crashing down like an avalanche
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2. |
Tired and Wasted
02:16
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I've been through enough these days,
To qualify me for an early grave.
I dont need smiles or laughter,
Just really need to go away.
I'm tired and wasted
I'm tired and wasted
I dont need anything in my head
I'm tired and wasted
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3. |
Envy
02:32
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VERSE
Pack your suitcase,
And leave out the front door.
Convince me that my words,
Aren't worth anything to you anymore.
Break up my thoughts,
And destroy my nerves.
Let me numb my body,
With something a little worse.
Envy is her name,
And jealousy is her game,
But I'll be the one whose played,
I'll be the one whose played.
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4. |
How Unfortunate
01:50
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VERSE
Let's act like,
This never happened.
Let's act like,
This never meant.
More than a few days,
Say it feels more like a haze.
Delete the past,
And act like we were never made.
Let's act like,
This never happened.
Let's act like,
We never happened.
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5. |
Dreams/Nightmares
03:05
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VERSE
Your silence spoke volumes,
For what you felt you needed to do.
Talk to me or leave me,
Just put me out of my misery.
CHORUS
My lungs are on fire,
And my eyes are so damn tired,
But I can't go to sleep this must be a dream,
Or more like a nightmare.
VERSE
Drown me in my own sins,
Nail me down and make feel this.
Cause heaven knows you don't,
Need me to make you feel precious.
Even tho I tried I'll still cry,
Over how you're not mine.
But I can't dwell I dont feel well,
Maybe this'll go away along with the time.
CHORUS
My lungs are on fire,
And my eyes are so damn tired,
But I can't go to sleep this must be a dream,
Or more like a nightmare.
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6. |
PHD In Fucking With Me
04:27
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VERSE
Take me prisoner,
Put me on death row.
You're the executioner,
Strap me down with no where to go.
Bright lights electricity,
Voltage running through my veins.
Fuck me like you love me,
Take in all my pain.
CHORUS
I'm coming through,
Hide in plain view.
You're coming too,
I'm the very few.
VERSE
Put me under,
Open me up.
You're the doctor,
But you won't stitch these cuts.
Bright lights oxygen,
Filling up my lungs.
Fuck me like you need me,
Make me feel like the only one.
CHORUS
I'm coming through,
Hide in plain view.
You're coming too,
I'm the very few.
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7. |
Forgiving Just To Forget
04:00
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VERSE
Strike me down,
like a lightning bolt.
Hit me in the chest,
with the words you spoke.
But the silence,
Hurt much more.
You heard everything I said,
But threw it down to the floor.
CHORUS
I dont know you,
I don't know you,
I don't know you,
Anymore.
VERSE
Crash into me,
Like a southbound train.
The force of your words,
Cracked my ribcage.
But the silence,
Hurt so much worse.
With every word that I said,
Felt like another curse.
CHORUS
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8. |
Monuments
03:51
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VERSE
Picking out the shrapnel,
That this left behind.
The curvatures that this caused,
Won't ever realign.
Over sensitivity,
A deciding lack of apathy.
You can choose to make or break me,
But I'll choose to wait and see.
VERSE
The evening bells toll,
To let me know when I'll go.
Even if I can barely stand,
Oh I'll can still dig myself that hole.
Over sensitivity,
Of overwhelming empathy.
This'll either make or break me,
But I'll choose to wait and see.
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9. |
Permafrost
04:00
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VERSE
Paralysis so anxious.
Silent but sweet.
You'll always have a hold on me,
Silent but sweet.
You'll always destroy me
VERSE
Faded street lights.
Darkened corner streets,
Help conceal me.
Darkened corner streets,
This feeling will never leave.
BRIDGE
Help me catch fire,
I feel like I'm burning up.
This isn't helping this isn't working,
How come no one can hear me
even if I scream
VERSE
Leave leave
Silent but sweet,
This'll help conceal me.
Liquids and pills,
This'll either numb or kill me.
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10. |
High in the Basement
07:16
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VERSE
Its too hot this is not,
What I had in mind.
Something has to fucking change,
Cause its hurting too much this time.
Lacerations on the skin,
Just let this bleed out until then.
This won't hurt quite as much,
As when I finally lose my head.
CHORUS
Let me know how this goes,
Let me know when you'll go.
Let me know how this goes,
Let me know when you go.
VERSE
The street lights are too damn bright,
I just need some fucking sleep tonight.
The drugs have stopped doing their job,
I know that this isn't right.
Let's drown the sorrow in 5ths,
Of alcohol until I'm numb.
Is this working is it done?
Is this helping is this fun?
CHORUS
Let me know how this goes,
Let me know when you'll go.
Let me know how this goes,
Let me know when you go.
OUTRO
Oh I wish that there that there was,
A drug I could take to kill the buzz.
That this left in my head,
After all the words you said.
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11. |
Gather 'Round
04:27
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VERSE
There's something I gotta tell you,
But I'm not sure if you'll listen.
Words hurt feelings never lie,
But please don't ever let your hope die.
Memories will get you by,
But they'll hurt sometimes.
Its all okay its just fine,
It's good to feel sad when the time is right.
I would tell you not to fall in love,
But I can't do that it just won't work.
Just prep yourself for the road ahead,
Cause I'm not lying when I say this will hurt bad.
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JustMakeMeCry California
Non-Critically acclaimed Dweebpop act.
(Formerly known as FTFWTO)
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