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I think it's time that I left,
I've overstayed my welcome.
I'm sorry if I leave footprints,
I'm sure they'll fade next autumn.
When the rain comes around,
And washes all of this out.
There won't be anything left,
For you to cry about.
(Just what are you crying about?)
If I can't swallow this down,
Then I can't come back around.
The water is not as shallow as you might think,
I drowned myself so you could breathe.
What the hell was I thinking,
When I gave you my wings?
To tear apart and abuse,
The only living part of me.
(You were the only living part of me.)
I think it's time that you left,
You've overstayed your welcome.
I don't mind the footprints,
I'm sure they'll fade next autumn.
When the rain comes around,
And washes all of you out.
There won't be anything left,
For me to cry about.
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Please just let me sleep for a few more weeks.
My promise wasn't enough for you to keep.
I can regret this all that I want to,
I'm sorry if this is too real for you.
So hate me all that you want,
Tell me what to do.
So hate me all that you want,
There's nothing I can do to save you.
Please just let me think for a few more days,
And maybe this feeling will go away.
Cause I won't suffocate underneath your sheets,
But even if I did you wouldn't hear me scream.
All of this got lost in translation,
Maybe there was something that you missed.
The letters we have don't spell out love,
This is a game of hangman and I think you won.
So hate me all that you want,
Tell me what to do.
So hate me all that you want,
There's nothing I can do to save you.
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It's not fair to say that you're on my mind,
Because you don't love me this time.
I should've been over this months ago,
But I know you know I'm at the end of my rope.
I have to remember that when I miss you,
It's not the person I thought I knew.
I know its cliche but it felt so real,
But of course its whatever no big deal.
Cause deep down I know that this wasn't real.
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I can afford this for a little while,
To keep your poison inside my lungs.
Just let me hate you a little while longer,
I swear I won't load this gun.
I can feel the teeth loose inside my gums,
And so far I haven't lost a single one.
But someday soon I'll hit hard enough,
To jar them all out every last one.
Doesn't this sound like so much fun?
Let's break out the glasses I'll make a toast,
To everyone I think I love the most.
And when the alcohol is all gone,
I'll remember why I started drinking all along.
The cycle will always come back around,
And the faces will all hit the ground.
I promise I'm not feeling sorry for myself,
I'm just trying to burn the memories on this shelf.
Maybe this all will help.
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hey you wanna go let's get fucked up,
Cause I'm feeling like I'm shit out of luck.
Maybe we can numb this with a couple of pills,
I'm thinking this it's last time that I will.
I'm struggling to grasp what's going on,
My head is spinning please leave me alone.
Hopefully I can just sleep this off,
Don't come over I won't leave the lights on.
Let's take another moment to spill some blood,
Break another mirror smoke some bud.
Cause I obviously don't give a shit,
These wounds will heal I'll deal with it.
Oh I won't lie to you I'm pretty messed up,
I've lost most of my friends i dont give a fuck.
But everything is cool it all alright,
Just please don't leave me alone tonight.
hey you wanna go I'm quite fucked up,
I'm feeling like I've run out of luck.
I think I'm all out of pills,
If they won't love me maybe this will.
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Oh when you leave,
I'd rather you not come back.
Cause I can't take,
Another heart attack.
Oh when you leave,
I won't give you another year.
To tell me that you love me,
I know it's just fear of dying alone.
Oh when you go,
Just take everything you own.
Cause I don't need reminders,
Of how we used flow.
Oh can't you see,
How bad this has fucked with me?
I don't need another excuse,
I'm sick of all the abuse.
Oh when you leave,
I'd rather you not come back.
I won't do this again,
I'm staying where I'm at. (Alone)
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I wish it was as easy,
As burning polaroid pictures.
But we never had those moments,
Or memories together.
I'll remember all the phrases,
And secrets that you said.
To never share with anyone else,
I'll keep them under my bed.
(I'll keep safe inside my head)
When you told me that you ached,
And wished the pain would go away.
I'd fight back tears the best I could,
And told that everything was okay.
I did my best to keep you safe,
And you didn't do the same for me.
But your pain began to fade,
You finally had relief.
(You didn't/don't need me)
I thought that I was correct,
For helping you get better.
But I realized that I did break,
Under the tremendous pressure.
Though I miss it so very much,
All the hours we spent together.
I know that things would only get worse,
If you never got better.
(This/we would get worse if you didnt get better)
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I guess I never meant more.
Than a used cigarette.
Cause I never got close,
To touching your lips.
And as your fingers run down,
The edge of your skin.
I promise I won't be there,
I swear I won't be him.
Let's pretend that this year,
Was totally okay.
And that I didn't spend my days,
Wishing that this could fade away.
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It'll get so damn cold tonight,
But everything should be alright.
As long as you get something to eat,
Cause I really need to get some sleep.
I can't take care of you.
Anymore.
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Carve me another heart out of stone,
and maybe just maybe I won't break this one.
When I wake up in the middle of the night,
Just to get you to stop crying.
Mold me into something that suits you,
and maybe just maybe it'll be something i'm used to.
Cause you need someone to hold you tight,
I'm sorry if this won't feel right.
I'm sorry if this won't ever feel right.
Carve me another heart out of stone,
and maybe just maybe I won't ever feel so alone.
When I wake up in the middle of the night,
Just to get myself to stop crying.
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released November 4, 2016
Written, Recorded, and Produced by Dairrien Call
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