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I'm So Proud of You

by JustMakeMeCry

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Smoking OG Kush out of a crystal pipe Writing songs abt a girl I hooked up with last night It was my wife she's so fine we had a good time Drinking lots of peach soda with hearts in my eyes Everyone's so cool im fine with everything But if one thing could change id be cruising easy Travel my way back to 2005 Get myself famous no one will ask why I wanna be on MTV Meet with the stars that disappoint me I miss the chaos and all the glamour What happened to higher standards? I wanna be on the cover of Rolling Stone Do interviews over the phone Get misquoted for all to see That's who i wanna be I can only imagine what the fame would be like Driving in Hollywood getting lots of DUI's Maybe get myself wrapped up in a scandal Appear somewhere naked then maybe i could handle All the crazy stress that gets put on my shoulders The wrld would move fast my mind would move slower If I take all these thing the elites have handy it makes me kinda sad i wish these tasted like candy
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Dreamboat 03:29
I know I'm not a dreamboat, But I'm as handsome as I can be. I'll cheer you up, When you're not feeling so happy. I'll take you to shows, Or wherever you wanna go, Cause I wanna see you smile, Before we go home. I'll take you on lots of dates, And make you feel great. When you're feeling down, And your skies are grey. I'll stay up late, And bake you lots of cakes. So you'll have lots of choices, For your birthday. (I know its not your birthday) You know I'm not a dreamboat, But I'll try and stay healthy, So we can dress up, And you'll feel so pretty. We'll go out to shows, Or wherever you wanna go, Cause I wanna see you smile, Before we go home. I'll take you on lots of dates, And make you feel great. When you're feeling down, And your skies are grey. I'll stay up late, And bake you lots of cakes. So you'll have lots of choices, For your birthday. (I know its not your birthday)
3.
Would you like to come inside I would love if you stayed the night I know you're not alright When you feel like you're not alive You don't have to be sad I dont want to make you mad When you're all alone you dont want to be alone If you want you can call me home I'll always answer the phone When you're all alone you dont want to be alone If you want you can call me home I'll always answer the phone New Years Eve is such a drag We don't have to sleep tonight Ignore the clock it's midnight I don't have many memories That don't involve a fight But i've thrown those all away Cause this one can stay When you're all alone you dont want to be alone If you want you can call me home I'll always answer the phone When you're all alone you dont want to be alone If you want you can call me home I'll always answer the phone New Years Eve is such a drag But this night ain't so bad
4.
We could stay inside, And smoke lots of weed together Stay warm and cozy and binge eat All our groceries You don't have leave If you dont want to We dont have to leave If you dont want to Call me a loser i dont care Its up in the air just like my hair They all stop and stare Call me a loser i dont care. I could take you to Open mics and sing for you Then if you're feelin it We could have rough sex in the bathroom No it's totally cool You don't have to But the offer is always there Whatever you wanna do . Call me a loser i dont care Its up in the air just like my hair They all stop and stare Call me a loser i dont care. Ya know we seem to fit Pretty well together Even if i say stupid things About your bitch of a mother Would you wanna stay forever? Could you please stay forever? Call me a loser i dont care Its up in the air just like my hair They all stop and stare Call me a loser i dont care.
5.
I couldn't help but notice that you look pretty sad Even through your pilled out pictures Everything seems pretty drab Is there anyone you can count on When you feel like you've lost your way? Or is it everyone in your fanclub That only care when you're up late? Go get drunk with your friends Stay awake and cry all night The next time i see you again Look like you got into a fist fight Go get drunk with your friends Stay awake and throw up all night The next time i see you again Look like you got into a fist fight I couldn't help but notice that you kinda look like shit Even from a few feet away I can tell you're not into this Is there anyone you can count on When you feel like you could break? Or is everyone temporary They only care when it's too late?
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I'm breaking more than just my promises, By crawling my way back to you. The sex is great but the connection is fake, We'll end up leaving each other soon. Everything you say cuts deep , Please don't say things you dont mean. You fell deep inside my veins To think i was something youd only need. Hold up lemme puke up my guts It'll make me feel better than I was My bodys fucked im so fucked I'll let you know when its all done I'll be so depressed Over something someone said To me a little while back I could talk about it but its not that bad I'm breaking more than just my promises, By crawling my way back to you. The sex is great but the connection is fake, We'll end up leaving each other soon. Everything you say cuts deep , Please don't say things you dont mean. You fell deep inside my veins I wish i was something you only needed I swear to god i never meant to hurt you With my love for solitude and self destruction I guess i let it get outta hand It's okay I'll make it up to you somehow I gotta stop staying up so late its 4am youll never wanna stay If i keep up everything im doing now I'll be bless if you decide to stick around I'm breaking more than just my bones, By crawling my way back to you. The sex is great but the connection is fake, We'll end up leaving each other soon. Everything you said cuts deep , You said things you dont mean. You fell deep inside my veins i was something that you only needed
7.
Do you ever feel like a ghost? Cause i think I am one Im always stuck at home Screaming to hear from someone Have you ever felt so empty? Not really like sad or alone But your body is hollow You can feel it in your bones I'm a car crash im a trainwreck, I'm a sinking ship but i try my best. To hold myself together I'm not upset, I'm just a little exhausted i can't sleep yet. Do you ever feel like death? When things dont seem real Kind of like you felt it all before But it wasnt the same deal Have you ever lost a war? One thats not as obvious Looking for a way to rebuild So maybe you can please your audience Do you ever feel like a ghost? Cause i think I am one Im always stuck in bed Screaming for someone Have you ever felt so empty? Maybe sad or alone Like your body is hollow You cant feel your bones I'm a car crash im a trainwreck, I'm a sinking ship but i try my best. To hold myself together I'm not upset, I'm just a little exhausted i can't sleep yet. I'm your last resort I'm your worst bet, If you keep counting on me i won't bend. There's nothing left to break I'm half dead, But you choose to stay & love me like im your best. Emotions are like joints Sometimes you have to pop them back into place Apathy is like a gun You cant hurt anyone if its not loaded No one said it wasnt gonna hurt But no one told me it would hurt this much Oh is this dangerous Oh am i dangerous?
8.
Washed up onto the shore Do you know yourself anymore? Shake off the dirty feeling Don't rest until it's gone Footprints are all you catch Can it show you where you're at? It doesn't matter it's all wrong The need won't take very long Get yourself clean Of all the things you've seen Memories won't weigh you down If you cut em out Get yourself clean Of all the things you've been They were never around Dont let them fail you now Tread land for hundreds of days Yet you still don't feel awake? Shake out the numbing feeling Keep the company at bay Footprints keep coming back How can it know where you're at? There's no way you've been here before You can't just cut the story short Get yourself clean Of all the things you've seen Memories won't weigh you down If you cut em out Get yourself clean Of all the things you've been They were never around Dont let it fail you now Is it obvious that I'm messed up Can you read me like book? Who do you think i am Who do you want me to be? There's no reason to play me for a fool I know its not very complicated Most of the time it just makes me sad
9.
I wish i could afford to go to college Only to drop out after a year n a half Know what it's like to work a dead end job Complain to everyone that im so sad I have it bad yeah i have it bad I gotta tell the world that im so sad I got it bad yea i got it bad Maybe things would be different if i had a dad He left when i was young Say goodbye just outta my life hed run I had to grow up all on my own No one but me workin at it alone
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Housefire 03:15
Your house is on fire i can go call for help Or maybe if you want we can watch it burn down There's no telling when this'll go out But if your satisfied Im glad that i stuck around I know ur family's leaving within the next few days And i know they'll be mad to see you this way But lyings all ya got to make em go away Cause all they seem to do watch you waste away The only person you loved has moved away I figured you realized that she couldn't stay The emptiness is more than anyone should feel It's kinda hard to believe that any of this is real Your house is on fire do you want any help? Or do you wanna sit and watch it burn to the ground? There's absolutely no telling when it'll go out But if you want me to I'll always stick around
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Mistake 02:38
I made another mistake It knew how to get into my head Pale white under red stockings Maybe this love ain't so dead I made another mistake It knew how to miss me again Yellow and white sundress Torn and ripped by so many men Sneak passed the alarms Maybe you'll get what you want sneak passed the guards And lay out in the yard It'll always find you Even when you're dead

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Filled to the brim with genres stacked on top of genres. Pop bangers and folk ballads a plenty. Hope you dig it đź’•

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released October 31, 2019

Written, Recorded, and Produced by JustMakeMeCry/Dairrien Call

Piano/Organ on Dreamboat & That's Who I Wanna Be by Brian Hartman

Guitar leads on Dreamboat & Call Me a Loser by Eric Heile

Vocals/Lyrics for Problem Solver & A Way With Words by Sam Dorsey

Album artwork by Kelsey Maclean (ig: @residentcantadiandraws)đź’ž

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(Formerly known as FTFWTO)

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