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That's Who I Wanna Be
04:12
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Smoking OG Kush out of a crystal pipe
Writing songs abt a girl I hooked up with last night
It was my wife she's so fine we had a good time
Drinking lots of peach soda with hearts in my eyes
Everyone's so cool im fine with everything
But if one thing could change id be cruising easy
Travel my way back to 2005
Get myself famous no one will ask why
I wanna be on MTV
Meet with the stars that disappoint me
I miss the chaos and all the glamour
What happened to higher standards?
I wanna be on the cover of Rolling Stone
Do interviews over the phone
Get misquoted for all to see
That's who i wanna be
I can only imagine what the fame would be like
Driving in Hollywood getting lots of DUI's
Maybe get myself wrapped up in a scandal
Appear somewhere naked then maybe i could handle
All the crazy stress that gets put on my shoulders
The wrld would move fast my mind would move slower
If I take all these thing the elites have handy
it makes me kinda sad i wish these tasted like candy
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Dreamboat
03:29
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I know I'm not a dreamboat,
But I'm as handsome as I can be.
I'll cheer you up,
When you're not feeling so happy.
I'll take you to shows,
Or wherever you wanna go,
Cause I wanna see you smile,
Before we go home.
I'll take you on lots of dates,
And make you feel great.
When you're feeling down,
And your skies are grey.
I'll stay up late,
And bake you lots of cakes.
So you'll have lots of choices,
For your birthday. (I know its not your birthday)
You know I'm not a dreamboat,
But I'll try and stay healthy,
So we can dress up,
And you'll feel so pretty.
We'll go out to shows,
Or wherever you wanna go,
Cause I wanna see you smile,
Before we go home.
I'll take you on lots of dates,
And make you feel great.
When you're feeling down,
And your skies are grey.
I'll stay up late,
And bake you lots of cakes.
So you'll have lots of choices,
For your birthday. (I know its not your birthday)
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Would you like to come inside
I would love if you stayed the night
I know you're not alright
When you feel like you're not alive
You don't have to be sad
I dont want to make you mad
When you're all alone you dont want to be alone
If you want you can call me home I'll always answer the phone
When you're all alone you dont want to be alone
If you want you can call me home I'll always answer the phone
New Years Eve is such a drag
We don't have to sleep tonight
Ignore the clock it's midnight
I don't have many memories
That don't involve a fight
But i've thrown those all away
Cause this one can stay
When you're all alone you dont want to be alone
If you want you can call me home I'll always answer the phone
When you're all alone you dont want to be alone
If you want you can call me home I'll always answer the phone
New Years Eve is such a drag
But this night ain't so bad
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Call Me a Loser
04:28
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We could stay inside,
And smoke lots of weed together
Stay warm and cozy and binge eat
All our groceries
You don't have leave
If you dont want to
We dont have to leave
If you dont want to
Call me a loser i dont care
Its up in the air just like my hair
They all stop and stare
Call me a loser i dont care.
I could take you to
Open mics and sing for you
Then if you're feelin it
We could have rough sex in the bathroom
No it's totally cool
You don't have to
But the offer is always there
Whatever you wanna do .
Call me a loser i dont care
Its up in the air just like my hair
They all stop and stare
Call me a loser i dont care.
Ya know we seem to fit
Pretty well together
Even if i say stupid things
About your bitch of a mother
Would you wanna stay forever?
Could you please stay forever?
Call me a loser i dont care
Its up in the air just like my hair
They all stop and stare
Call me a loser i dont care.
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I couldn't help but notice
that you look pretty sad
Even through your pilled out pictures
Everything seems pretty drab
Is there anyone you can count on
When you feel like you've lost your way?
Or is it everyone in your fanclub
That only care when you're up late?
Go get drunk with your friends
Stay awake and cry all night
The next time i see you again
Look like you got into a fist fight
Go get drunk with your friends
Stay awake and throw up all night
The next time i see you again
Look like you got into a fist fight
I couldn't help but notice
that you kinda look like shit
Even from a few feet away
I can tell you're not into this
Is there anyone you can count on
When you feel like you could break?
Or is everyone temporary
They only care when it's too late?
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Something You Needed
03:44
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I'm breaking more than just my promises,
By crawling my way back to you.
The sex is great but the connection is fake,
We'll end up leaving each other soon.
Everything you say cuts deep ,
Please don't say things you dont mean.
You fell deep inside my veins
To think i was something youd only need.
Hold up lemme puke up my guts
It'll make me feel better than I was
My bodys fucked im so fucked
I'll let you know when its all done
I'll be so depressed
Over something someone said
To me a little while back
I could talk about it but its not that bad
I'm breaking more than just my promises,
By crawling my way back to you.
The sex is great but the connection is fake,
We'll end up leaving each other soon.
Everything you say cuts deep ,
Please don't say things you dont mean.
You fell deep inside my veins
I wish i was something you only needed
I swear to god i never meant to hurt you
With my love for solitude and self destruction
I guess i let it get outta hand
It's okay I'll make it up to you somehow
I gotta stop staying up so late
its 4am youll never wanna stay
If i keep up everything im doing now
I'll be bless if you decide to stick around
I'm breaking more than just my bones,
By crawling my way back to you.
The sex is great but the connection is fake,
We'll end up leaving each other soon.
Everything you said cuts deep ,
You said things you dont mean.
You fell deep inside my veins
i was something that you only needed
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Praying For A
05:07
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Do you ever feel like a ghost?
Cause i think I am one
Im always stuck at home
Screaming to hear from someone
Have you ever felt so empty?
Not really like sad or alone
But your body is hollow
You can feel it in your bones
I'm a car crash im a trainwreck,
I'm a sinking ship but i try my best.
To hold myself together I'm not upset,
I'm just a little exhausted i can't sleep yet.
Do you ever feel like death?
When things dont seem real
Kind of like you felt it all before
But it wasnt the same deal
Have you ever lost a war?
One thats not as obvious
Looking for a way to rebuild
So maybe you can please your audience
Do you ever feel like a ghost?
Cause i think I am one
Im always stuck in bed
Screaming for someone
Have you ever felt so empty?
Maybe sad or alone
Like your body is hollow
You cant feel your bones
I'm a car crash im a trainwreck,
I'm a sinking ship but i try my best.
To hold myself together I'm not upset,
I'm just a little exhausted i can't sleep yet.
I'm your last resort I'm your worst bet,
If you keep counting on me i won't bend.
There's nothing left to break I'm half dead,
But you choose to stay & love me like im your best.
Emotions are like joints
Sometimes you have to pop them back into place
Apathy is like a gun
You cant hurt anyone if its not loaded
No one said it wasnt gonna hurt
But no one told me it would hurt this much
Oh is this dangerous
Oh am i dangerous?
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I'm So Proud of You
05:26
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Washed up onto the shore
Do you know yourself anymore?
Shake off the dirty feeling
Don't rest until it's gone
Footprints are all you catch
Can it show you where you're at?
It doesn't matter it's all wrong
The need won't take very long
Get yourself clean
Of all the things you've seen
Memories won't weigh you down
If you cut em out
Get yourself clean
Of all the things you've been
They were never around
Dont let them fail you now
Tread land for hundreds of days
Yet you still don't feel awake?
Shake out the numbing feeling
Keep the company at bay
Footprints keep coming back
How can it know where you're at?
There's no way you've been here before
You can't just cut the story short
Get yourself clean
Of all the things you've seen
Memories won't weigh you down
If you cut em out
Get yourself clean
Of all the things you've been
They were never around
Dont let it fail you now
Is it obvious that I'm messed up
Can you read me like book?
Who do you think i am
Who do you want me to be?
There's no reason to play me for a fool
I know its not very complicated
Most of the time it just makes me sad
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I wish i could afford to go to college
Only to drop out after a year n a half
Know what it's like to work a dead end job
Complain to everyone that im so sad
I have it bad yeah i have it bad
I gotta tell the world that im so sad
I got it bad yea i got it bad
Maybe things would be different if i had a dad
He left when i was young
Say goodbye just outta my life hed run
I had to grow up all on my own
No one but me workin at it alone
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Housefire
03:15
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Your house is on fire i can go call for help
Or maybe if you want we can watch it burn down
There's no telling when this'll go out
But if your satisfied Im glad that i stuck around
I know ur family's leaving within the next few days
And i know they'll be mad to see you this way
But lyings all ya got to make em go away
Cause all they seem to do watch you waste away
The only person you loved has moved away
I figured you realized that she couldn't stay
The emptiness is more than anyone should feel
It's kinda hard to believe that any of this is real
Your house is on fire do you want any help?
Or do you wanna sit and watch it burn to the ground?
There's absolutely no telling when it'll go out
But if you want me to I'll always stick around
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Mistake
02:38
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I made another mistake
It knew how to get into my head
Pale white under red stockings
Maybe this love ain't so dead
I made another mistake
It knew how to miss me again
Yellow and white sundress
Torn and ripped by so many men
Sneak passed the alarms
Maybe you'll get what you want
sneak passed the guards
And lay out in the yard
It'll always find you
Even when you're dead
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JustMakeMeCry California
Non-Critically acclaimed Dweebpop act.
(Formerly known as FTFWTO)
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