1. |
I'm Not Bitter (I Swear)
05:32
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VERSE
You only love me when you're high.
You only need me when you're dry.
You only love me when you cry.
You only need me when I'm dying on the inside.
CHORUS
I don't regret you,
But I regret,
Thinking I needed you,
To be okay.
VERSE
You only love me when you're high.
You only need me when you can't try.
You only love me cause it gets you by.
You only need me cause you don't have to try.
CHORUS
I don't regret you,
But I regret,
Thinking I needed you,
To be okay.
OUTRO
I wouldn't blame you if you regret me.
Cause if were you I'd regret me too.
Cause no one will ever love you as much.
As I did but now its gone good luck.
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2. |
Whatever, Remember
03:52
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VERSE
Time lapse let it consume,
All the space in the room,
Just leave it alone this your tomb,
Let in whatever soothes you.
Collapse at the edge monuments,
Placed in honor of your regrets,
Last night left you choking on it,
You won't let you forget.
CHORUS
Are you feeling better?
Are you feeling better?
Is it getting better?
Is it getting better?
VERSE
Too much heart for you to grasp,
You'll never ever seem to relax,
Its okay its all in your past,
Let in whatever soothes you.
Make yourself recollect,
All the pieces you placed at bet,
Picture perfect scene prevents,
You wont let you forget.
CHORUS
Are you feeling better?
Are you feeling better?
Is it getting better?
Is it getting better?
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3. |
Seasonal Anxiety
02:33
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VERSE
Hook me up with another drug,
Something that will tear me apart.
I've got options some will never change,
I need a fix just get me off of this page.
Winter hurts summer's so much worse,
Its fucking hot but I'm still so fucking cold.
I need your love but it'll never show,
I need your love but you'll always go.
VERSE
Match me up with another one,
Pull the plug on this fucking game.
Cause every option every outcome,
Will always be the exact fucking same.
Autumn hurts spring is so much worse,
I know I'm young but I feel so fucking old.
I need love but it'll never show,
I need love but something's just never go.
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4. |
Staircase
03:25
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VERSE
My room is a mess just like my life,
I don't have any plans do I want a wife?
But I know that I sure do like you,
And I think you like me too.
VERSE II
My mind is fucked just like my back,
Analyzing the floor for all the cracks.
So maybe soon this'll all give out,
And I can relax and have nothing to worry about.
VERSE III
I'm bending so far I think I might break,
You can stay if you want you can just fake.
A smile and tell me that you love me,
But I know you mean it I appreciate the honesty.
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5. |
Black Converse
03:01
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VERSE
You're hair is losing its color,
You just put in last week.
You're skin is getting paler,
And you haven't been getting sleep.
Wipe up all the blood,
You spilled on the sink.
Grab more vodka,
And pour yourself another drink.
CHORUS
Your room is a tomb,
Lose yourself we'll be there too.
And when you think that its all over,
You'll just start again and won't be sober.
VERSE
Strings of words and poetry,
You'll plaster for all the world to see.
But you won't feel much better,
Cause its not like how it is in the movies.
Wipe up the tears,
You cried all over your sheets.
Grab more marijuana,
And smoke until you can barely see.
CHORUS
Your room is a tomb,
Lose yourself we'll be there too.
And when you think that its all over,
You'll just start again and won't be sober.
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6. |
Downtown
03:57
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VERSE
Last chance to lose yourself,
Inside of another movie.
That talks about life and death,
And doesn't make seem so scary.
But I'm starting to ache,
From sitting in the same place.
For two or three hours,
Still I can't complain.
CHORUS
Cause rules are,
That I am not,
Allowed to speak,
When you're on.
VERSE
Last chance to fuck yourself,
When you're alone in bed.
Cause you'll take as much time,
As you need when they give you head.
But you're starting to ache,
From lying in the same place,
For two or three hours,
Still you can't complain.
BRIDGE
You're coming anyway,
You're coming anyway,
I'll stay in the same place,
I'll make you come.
CHORUS
Cause rules are,
That you're not,
Allowed to speak,
When I'm on.
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7. |
Old Fashion Grace
04:10
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VERSE
With a face like Audrey Hepburn,
And the style of Marilyn Monroe.
If you ask me for a kiss,
I wouldn't be able to say no.
But I know you're better than that,
I know that you'd just go home.
Even if I tried talking to you,
I'd probably just leave you alone.
CHORUS
Cause you are an Angel,
And I'm so cynical.
You're so beautiful,
And I'm so pitiful.
VERSE
With the presence of Jean Harlow,
And the grace of Scarlet O'Hare.
You make heart race,
And it just isn't fair.
But I know that you make,
Losers like me nervous.
So don't even question,
That you're so goddamn gorgeous.
CHORUS
Cause you are an Angel,
And I'm so cynical.
You're so beautiful,
And I'm so pitiful.
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8. |
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INTRO
I'm falling in love with the idea,
Of falling apart,
Just like you are,
I'm in love.
VERSE
You didn't want a lover,
You wanted a sucker.
Someone to fuck and say you love,
And leave me to suffer.
You didn't want a lover,
You just needed a savior.
Someone to kill and keep your sins at will,
But I couldn't keep that labor
CHORUS
I'm falling in love with the idea,
Of falling apart,
Just like you are,
I'm in love.
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9. |
This Will Burn
03:24
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VERSE
I could only compare,
This love to a razorblade.
I was too naive to see,
How bad this was hurting me.
The blood kept spilling,
But I kept smiling.
I thought that this was love,
Cause it kept me from dying.
CHORUS
Sometimes bad things happen
to good people
and no matter how hard you try
some things never change,
VERSE
Even when I could see,
The damage this was doing.
I couldn't throw this away,
You told me you loved me.
But now my legs and arms,
Are covered in the scars.
Of the mistakes I've made,
This won't last very long.
CHORUS
I don’t care and you won’t do anything
other than what you want,
a lesson I was taught much later
by your broken heart
VERSE
I could only compare,
Your love to a razorblade.
I was too naive to see,
That you already went away.
But the blood will keep spilling,
But I will keep smiling.
I thought that this was love,
But inside I'm dying.
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10. |
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VERSE
I'm scared to come to terms,
That my body is frail.
And the aches and pains,
Are more than real.
And you,
Are just as well.
Without me,
As far as I can tell.
CHORUS
But I have to be okay,
But I have to be okay,
Because because just because,
Because because just because
I can't afford not to be.
VERSE
I have to come to terms,
That my body is weak.
And the aches and pains,
Are getting to me.
And you,
Are just as well.
Without me,
Which is fine I won't tell. (You that this hurts)
CHORUS
But I have to be okay,
But I have to be okay,
Because because just because,
Because because just because
I can't afford not to be.
I'll throw myself to the wolves,
Just so you don't have to be careful.
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11. |
3pm (Pessimism)
03:10
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VERSE
Suffocate me with,
A plastic grocery bag.
Its not that fun,
But I know it couldn't be that bad.
Or I could go for a walk,
Maybe get mugged.
But I'll probably just be alone,
I'm room away from everyone.
I think that's better.
VERSE
Let's presume that someone,
Shoots up this store.
From where I'm standing,
I'd be the first one to fall to the floor.
Or maybe I get into,
Some sort of car wreck.
My bodies fragile enough,
I'd probably break my neck.
I think that's good enough.
I need to stop,
I'm freaking myself out.
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12. |
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VERSE
I was your Scott Pilgrim,
To your Ramona Flowers,
But instead of evil exes,
I was fighting off your demons.
But even I am not strong enough,
To do that.
You always said that you loved me,
And I said you completed me.
But things were always,
So goddamn crazy.
I just hope you're better off,
Without me.
CHORUS
I love you I miss you I need you,
Are words I can't bare to hear anymore,
I love you I miss you I need you,
Always shake me to my very core.
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13. |
More Anchors
03:52
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It's not like it's hard,
To tell me what you feel.
Cause I'm losing self control,
I've lost sight of the wheel.
And every time you go,
I'm forced to forget.
Everything I've felt,
Just so I don't fill with dread.
I'm just trying to clear my head,
Of all the words that you said.
You told me that you loved me,
But how could I believe that?
I just wanted to call you home,
Hear your voice on the phone.
It was something so safe,
And sacred but now I'm alone.
This hurts too much,
For me to manage.
But I'll still stay here,
Just so you won't be ravaged.
But if you decide,
To go for good.
Then that's okay dear,
Cause deep down I knew you would.
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14. |
Ship Wrecked
03:04
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You are a raging sea,
And I am just life raft.
I'm taking on too much water,
And there's no way to get back.
But if I drown here tonight,
Then at least I can say one thing.
I didn't stop without a fight,
Your waves just took over me.
I haven't come to hate you,
Still I hate the way you drag me in.
Tho I know its just your nature,
But I cannot bare all your sins.
Crucify me if you must,
Cause I don't have a problem with that.
But don't you dare tell me I'm wrong,
For wanting to go back.
Things may not have been easy,
But I stuck with you through and through.
I didn't do this for anyone else,
I did all of this for you.
But you are a raging sea,
And I am a life raft.
I've finally treaded all your waters,
Now I'm heading my way back.
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15. |
Marmalade
04:55
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VERSE
Lose all sense of consciousness,
And pull yourself apart.
Faith will heal you again,
They say but you'll stay all in.
CHORUS
Articles and photographs,
Tamper with the sacred path.
Aren't you excited for the future?
Maybe we can still go back.
VERSE
Back by popular demand,
Break your legs and see if you can stand.
Last chance to fix yourself up,
Stand in line and drink from this cup.
CHORUS
Articles and photographs,
Tamper with the sacred path.
Aren't you excited for the future?
Maybe we can still go back.
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JustMakeMeCry California
Non-Critically acclaimed Dweebpop act.
(Formerly known as FTFWTO)
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