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Everyone is telling me ill be just fine,
But i dont think that they're right this time.
I'm stuffing myself with medications so I'll be still,
But everything gets hazy Im too numb to feel.
Would it be too much to ask for if you could stay?
My eyes burn from crying all goddamn day.
It feels like my only solution is to sleep forever,
I don't have the strength to keep it all together.
I wont be at your xmas party at the end of the year,
My bodys still not doing well im not really here.
I'd love to come see you guys but its all okay,
I'll make sure to come on by but it won't be today.
I'll see you guys some day.
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Your Special Dreamboi
05:07
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I got high and I'm piece of shit,
I feel dead I'll get used to it.
I need to throw up do i have to get up?
Nah its okay I'll just ruin everyone.
I'm not drinking to have a good time,
I've been drinking so I can feel alright.
This is a mess oh im a mess,
But at least i can say that im kind.
Oh everyone is lame but who am i to complain?
Im better off staying inside even if i go insane.
What a fucking loser what're you doing today?
Oh im not too busy I'll just be writhing in pain.
Oh im okay i promise im okay.
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I'm beginning to hate the sound of words,
I would block out the pain if i could.
Why is everyone so fucking quiet?
She hurt me worse than this ever would.
Keep me fucked with muscle relaxers,
And just a bit of vodka in my drink.
Sleep has been my closest friend,
Out of bed to spill my guts in the sink.
It's not a problem if you can't see it,
It's not a problem if you can't hear it.
You've got a lot of nerve to push your luck,
It's not my problem if i cant feel it.
I'm diving into my soul with this shit,
I won't talk please don't harass me.
I'm fine with stumbling into the kitchen,
The doors right there if you want to leave.
There aren't any broken bones,
Or blood stains this time around.
Medication has always been there,
A few more scars you'll be the prettiest one in town.
It's not a problem if you can't see it,
It's not a problem if you can't hear it.
You've got a lot of nerve to push your luck,
It's not my problem if i cant feel it.
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Everyone is so beautiful you should smile more,
Trick yourself into thinking that you're happy.
Keep your life in a hallowed out bible,
Take a breath when no one is looking.
You can't keep falling in love,
Theres no one around to catch you,
Everything is gorgeous you should come aboard,
And ride out the storm with people just like you.
Yes there's a way out but I guarantee you won't like it,
I'll only be here a little while longer you gotta let go of me soon.
You/I cant keep falling in love,
There's no one around to catch you/me.
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Pathetic Yet Wholesome
03:21
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Are you there i could really use a friend right now,
But i guess you're busy giving that to someone else.
It's okay i guess i deserve to be treated like this,
After all i went and put you through all this shit.
God life isnt fair i shouldn't be treated this way,
You were always able to make the pain go away.
But i guess all i can do is try to be kind,
Since i was the one who wasted all of your time.
The devil is a liar and so are you,
You're still here and I've got a million things to do.
Im working hard to get over your bullshit,
Cuz im still hurting from when you left.
I wonder what it's like to be kissed by someone who loves you.
Weren't looking for a good time did you want me to hate you?
I'll laugh it off I've already learned from this.
Something will clear my mind and i'll know what love is.
Oh I promise that i will be okay,
And i'll brush this off someday,
And I'll be able to forgive you,
Then maybe the scars will begin to fade
The devil is a liar and so are you,
You're still here and I've got a million things to do.
Im working hard to get over your bullshit,
Cuz im still hurting from when you left.
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Im tired like really tired,
Pain medication still stuck in my nose.
Maybe i should think like really think,
Next i tell you that im all alone.
It's a sick way to say "I love you."
It's a sick way to say "I need you."
Don't worry go back to sleep,
If you want you can call me first thing in the morning.
Tho i can't really guarantee,
That I'll answer please don't get mad at me.
It's a sick way to say "I love you."
It's a sick way to say "I need you."
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Lack of a Social Life
03:05
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I have closet full of suitcases,
But nothing to put inside of them.
It's not like i have anywhere to go,
It's not like i have anywhere I've been.
And I'm road warn without the travel,
If i could I'd sleep all fucking day.
But it's still worth it to get up in the morning,
It's still worth it to keep living this way.
Keep talking to me please keep talking to me,
I don't feel alive but im so scared of death.
Keep talking to me please keep talking to me,
I don't feel so bad but please dont make me regret.
Talking to you.
I have a closet full of all of your things,
But its not like i can give them back to you.
And i don't know where you've been.
And i don't think you want me too.
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Wow youre so mediocre,
I wanna be with you forever.
It's not an insult i just love you,
Cause you're everything ive got.
Wow I'm in over my head,
Maybe we should just stay friends instead.
I still love you but i dont "love" you,
i just need someone that you're not.
What a lovely way to break my heart,
Please tell me that you'll love me apart.
Cause nothing could fuck me up,
And make me feel brand new.
Except the way that you say,
You'll always need me.
What a lovely way to tear me apart,
Please tell me that you'll always have my heart.
Cause nothing could fuck me up,
And make me feel brand new.
Except the way that you say,
You'll always want/love me.
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JustMakeMeCry California
Non-Critically acclaimed Dweebpop act.
(Formerly known as FTFWTO)
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