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Save Yourself

by JustMakeMeCry

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1.
.45 05:00
Hallow me out like the chamber. In your .45 Caliber revolver. Shoot me up with a lethal dose. Drain the tub give me clothes. Carry me cross your borders. Pretending that I'm asleep. Treat me like Your chosen one. The one you wish You could keep. And I'll be drifting, So sweetly. In and out, Of consciousness. Ignoring the throbbing pain, In my stomach. Not forgetting about, What you promise. You hollowed me out Like the chamber. In your .45 Caliber revolver. Shot me up With a lethal dose. Stripped me Of all my clothes. You carried me Across the borders. Of the US And Mexico Treated me like Your chosen one. But you were so eager to let me go. But in my head, I know, Your love is as pure, As the fresh mountain snow
2.
3:50am PST 03:11
Its been almost seven years, Could you remember if you tried? Cause you're not a liar you're just alive, Would you kiss her if she wanted to? It's been almost 2 years Could you forget it if you tried? Oh nothing is easy you learned this years ago When it fucked you at 5 years old. And now you feel so cold Well how cool are you? Would you forget everything if you could? R u still fucking around like you're misunderstood? Cause you're not liar you couldnt if you tried But we know you we know you Better than you do
3.
This Time 05:32
Touch me take me back Into your arms when i collapse Make me whole tell me that You'll always care you're always there Shake me bring me back Squeeze my hand before i get trapped Inside my mind I'll get eaten alive Oh i know it's worse this time Touch me call me back Into your eyes and I'll stay laxed Through the headaches and nerve pains Even if this happens every day
4.
Send me floating down the river In a velvet lined coffin Make it an open casket So people can spit or throw me roses How much do you love me Now that I'm just a pile of bones Why didnt you tell me these things When i was still walking around your home Keep it grounded Keep it safe Keep me close to your chest In a small coloured vase Keep me grounded Keep me safe Keep me underneath your bed With all the words you still taste And if i was such a disgrace If you couldnt look me in the face Why do you say you love me?
5.
Blessed art thou drenched in his light, Cry unto him when drunk at night. Low down inside your comforter, Is a small piece of me. Don't mistake my kindess for weakness, Cause i could destroy you in an instant. I don't hold the key to make you clean again, It's always taking small pieces of me. Any boy or girl could make you feel alive Any drug or elixir could keep you numb Until you die But what will you do when It doesn't last forever What will i do If this doesn't make me better
6.
Its too hot this is not, What I had in mind. Something has to fucking change, Cause its hurting too much this time. Lacerations on the skin, Just let this bleed out until then. This won't hurt quite as much, As when I finally lose my head. Let me know how this goes, Let me know when you'll go. Let me know how this goes, Let me know when you go. The street lights are too damn bright, I just need some fucking sleep tonight. The drugs have stopped doing their job, I know that this isn't right. Let's drown the sorrow in 5ths, Of alcohol until I'm numb. Is this working is it done? Is this helping is this fun? Let me know how this goes, Let me know when you'll go. Let me know how this goes, Let me know when you go. Oh I wish that there that there was, A drug I could take to kill the buzz. That this left in my head, After all the words you said.
7.
It's all fun and games until your eyes stop working And pumping your stomach of bile and oxy Would you lie to my face to make me feel better? Instead of telling me the truth maybe i wont get better Maybe it's a trick Maybe I shouldn't worry I'm okay It's all fun and games until your heart stops working And you're struggling the stand the hospital keeps working To keep you awake are you sure I'll be okay? Please tell me the truth do you think it's too late? Maybe it's a trick Maybe I shouldn't worry I'm okay
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HURRAY FOR NUMBER 30 !!!!! Im fairly proud of this bad boi, so I hope you guys enjoy it đź’•

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released February 21, 2019

Written and Produced by JustMakeMeCry

Mastered by Brian Hartman

Synth/Piano/Organ tracks on This Time/Most Likely/Abusing Scriptures By Brian Hartman

Additional guitar leads by Eric Heile

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JustMakeMeCry California

Non-Critically acclaimed Dweebpop act.

(Formerly known as FTFWTO)

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