1. |
Cherry Flavored Lipgloss
03:55
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VERSE
I keep shaking I keep waking up at night,
And I swear to god this has to be the hundredth time.
That you keep coming back to haunt my dreams.
How the fuck is this fair to you or me?
CHORUS
Cause you're still stuck; you're still stuck,
Inside my veins.
You won't let me bleed you out,
Cause you'd rather stay.
And wake me up.
Wake me up.
Just fucking wake me up.
VERSE
I keep crying I keep writhing in pain,
Cause all these thoughts and images flood my brain.
You said youd keep me calm when I would freak out.
Now you're just a drug that I wish I could live without.
Out of the things that you said this was the worst,
The words I Love You were more like a curse.
Cause I couldnt fucking feel anything else,
When all I wanted was to be by myself.
CHORUS
Cause you're still stuck; you're still stuck,
Inside my veins.
You won't let me bleed you out,
Cause you'd rather stay.
And wake me up.
Wake me up.
Just fucking wake me up.
Cause you're still stuck; you're still stuck,
Inside my veins.
You won't let me bleed you out,
Cause you'd rather stay.
And fuck me up.
Fuck me up.
Go ahead and fuck me up.
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2. |
Feathers
03:13
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VERSE
Charred and burned,
My feathers have been cleaned off.
You knew you could,
So you climbed on top.
BRIDGE
Wait,
Weightless.
Wait.
Weightless.
VERSE
Stake your claim,
Make me fear the fearless.
Still you hate,
But I'll love you regardless.
BRIDGE
Wait,
Worthless.
Wait,
Worthless.
VERSE
Vanity,
This will never be reversed
Make me bleed,
But I'll stay with you forever.
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3. |
Gold and Silver
03:17
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VERSE
Wake me up when you,
Have something to say.
Like you when you decide,
To go away.
And I'll stay asleep,
In the same place.
Sinking into the ground,
Fading away.
CHORUS
And you'll find love,
Somewhere else.
And you'll find love,
Somewhere else.
VERSE
Wake me up before you,
Decide to leave.
So I can take a minute,
To stop and see.
And saw goodbye,
Right before you go.
Oh.you'll be just fine,
But I'll be alone.
Leave me buried underneath,
All your problems.
Leave me with all of your,
Insecurities.
And I'll turn them into gold,
And silver.
And you'll come and take them,
Back from me.
CHORUS
And you'll find love,
Somewhere else.
And you'll find love,
Somewhere else.
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4. |
Narcotica
04:49
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Cant even stand to look,
into your eyes,
cause i know what hides behind,
a whole world of lies.
I cant be the one to hold you,
When you start to cry.
I cant stand to look at you.
A part of me dies.
i cant stand to be around you,
The sight of you makes me ill,
My heart it yearns,
For us to be fulfilled.
I cant be the one to hold you,
when you start to cry,
I cant stand to look at you,
a part of me dies.
I cant be the one to hold you,
I cant take it anymore,
I cant stand to look at you,
When you beg for more.
I cant stay here,
Your presence makes me sick,
Oh you will be okay dear,
it'll only hurt for a little bit.
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5. |
Plastered
03:56
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VERSE
Oh lord knows that I,
Fucked up again.
I didn't just lose a lover,
I lost a friend.
And I know you'll hate me,
For as long as I live.
But at least I can say,
That it was time well spent.
CHORUS
Oh lord knows,
I'll never replace you.
But I know,
You'll find someone new.
Oh lord knows,
I'll never replace you.
But I'm so damn sure,
You'll find someone to love you.
OUTRO
Even if I ripped my heart,
Right out of my chest.
I know it still wouldnt be enough,
To make you take me back.
And if I bleed myself dry,
And gave you the last bit of oxygen in my lungs.
It still wouldn't be,
Enough.
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VERSE
Its not that I wanna leave,
Its just that I have to.
With every drag,
You take off your cigarette.
Is another stain on your teeth,
Another burn on your lips,
Just another one,
I will never kiss.
CHORUS
But you're too drunk.
Too high to care.
You're too drunk.
Too high to care.
But you're drunk.
Too high to remember.
Every word,
That you said.
VERSE
It's not that I wanna leave,
It's just that I have to.
With every pill,
That rests on your lips.
Is another hole in your wrists,
That needs to be closed,
But I can't be the one,
To seal it.
Its not that I wanna leave,
Its just that I have to.
With every drag,
You take off your cigarette.
I'm the smoke in your lungs,
I'm the burns on your tongue.
But I'll always be just another.
"Someone."
CHORUS
But you're too drunk.
Too high to care.
You're too drunk.
Too high to care.
But you're drunk.
Too high to remember.
Every word,
That I said.
Every single word I said.
I guess its just better if we forget.
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7. |
Baby Blue Eyeshadow
03:30
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VERSE
I might sleep,
Better if you wouldn't linger.
On my clothes,
Or when I look in the mirror.
CHORUS
Buckle up,
Cause this might be a stinger.
You need to fix yourself,
Cause I'm not your savior.
VERSE
Emergency?
I think you have the wrong number.
They're at the hospital,
They said to call you right after.
CHORUS
Buckle up,
Cause this might be a stinger.
You need to fix yourself,
Cause I'm not your savior.
I wouldn't lie,
Why would I lie?
I wouldn't lie,
Why would I lie? (×2)
VERSE
This is the last straw,
I think You need some help.
Cause I can't keep doing this,
You're putting everyone through hell.
CHORUS
Buckle up,
Cause this might be a stinger.
You need to fix yourself,
Cause I'm not your savior.
I wouldn't lie,
Why would I lie?
I wouldn't lie,
Why would I lie? (×2)
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8. |
Momentary Relapse
04:31
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VERSE
Pistol whipped,
This feels like shit.
But I'll find a better way,
To deal with this.
I'll call shotgun,
You call the doctor.
Cause be even more fucked up,
Once this is over.
PRECHORUS
And you'll find a way,
To bleed me out all over the couch.
And you'll find a way,
To wring me out from your mouth.
CHORUS
Cause I think I've seen the light,
At the end of the tunnel,
Just point and shoot,
That's all you have to do.
You already broke,
My goddamn heart.
So what's another hole,
Are you ready to start?
VERSE
Ill get Gut checked,
Fling me from the wreckage,
Covered in an excess,
Of bandages.
You bring the shotgun,
Fuck the doctor.
Cause I'm already too fucked up,
Just waiting for this to be over.
PRECHORUS
And you'll find a way,
To bleed me out over the pavement.
And you'll find a way,
To wring me out through your statements.
CHORUS
Cause I think I've seen the light,
At the end of the tunnel,
Just point and shoot,
That's all you have to do.
You already broke,
My goddamn heart.
So what's another hole,
Are you ready to start?
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9. |
Quite Quiet
03:28
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VERSE
Your little black dress,
And my giant sweater,
Would look so perfect,
When we come together.
I'll stay awake,
Just to look at your face,
Before I fall asleep,
So I know things will be okay.
CHORUS
You swear that I'm perfect,
But I hope that you never find out.
You swear that I'm perfect.
But I hope that you never find out.
That I'm not.
BRIDGE
Cause all I want to do,
Is hold you.
Cause all I want to do.
Make you feel brand new.
Even if the sun goes out,
I'll stay by your side.
Even if the sun goes out.
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10. |
The Cat's Outta The Bag
04:36
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VERSE
Lock me in the closet,
I'll be safer inside there.
With the lack of oxygen,
And the voices in my ears.
Only 20 years old,
And already feeling it.
Its not that I want it,
But I'm okay with keeping it.
CHORUS
And you know,
Its all in the bag.
And you don't want it,
But you got it.
And I am,
Trying to sleep in my bed,
I don't want it,
But I got it.
VERSE
Its safer to save face,
Than to come clean again.
Ignoring it like the last time,
You saw it.
Only 20 years old,
And already hating it.
But its fine its okay,
I'll deal with it.
CHORUS
And you know,
Its all in the bag.
And you don't want it,
But you got it.
And I am,
Trying to sleep in my bed,
I don't want it,
But I got it.
And you know,
Its all in the bag.
And you don't want it,
But you got it.
And I am,
Trying to get out of my head,
I don't need this,
But I got this.
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11. |
Razorblade Romance
02:18
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VERSE
I can feel you coming,
When I'm buried underneath your sheets.
Smother me,
While I scream.
I can feel your breath on my neck,
While you're drowning me.
Hold me under,
So I can't breathe.
CHORUS
Cause your love is like,
A razorblade.
Pressed up against,
My arteries.
Slit my wrists,
Hold me down,
Make me bleed,
And I swear for now.
I'll be yours.
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12. |
Mixtape No.5
04:22
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VERSE
I'm so simple yet so honest,
I'll be back in time for August.
But I can't promise I'll be sober,
I'll be leaving again in December.
Isn't this what you wanted,
Isn't this what you needed?
To have me close by your side,
But this isn't exactly what you had in mind.
CHORUS
But I'm done playing this game,
Trapped inside your stale old cage.
Burning out all the old cassette tapes,
That I made for you when you went away.
VERSE
You're so simple yet dishonest,
Youll be back in time after August.
But I know you wont be sober,
Youll be leaving again in December.
Isn't this what I wanted,
Isn't this what I needed?
To be close by your side,
But this isn't exactly what I had in mind.
CHORUS
But I'm done playing this game,
Trapped inside your stale old cage.
Burning out all the old cassette tapes,
That I made for you when you went away.
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13. |
Pastel Coloured Hair
04:26
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VERSE
You hooked me in like a drug,
You left track marks on my arms.
But I didn't expect you to,
Cause my body so much harm
CHORUS
I wont wait another day,
Just so you can come back and say.
I love you.
VERSE
Take me a part,
And put me back together.
Any way that you want,
Just promise me that there isn't another.
CHORUS
I won't wait another day,
Just so you can come back and say.
You're sorry you're sorry well I am too.
You're sorry you're sorry well I am too.
I'm sorry I met you.
VERSE
You're the bruises,
On my hands.
You're the pain in my stomach,
That I can't stand.
CHORUS
I won't wait another day,
Just so you can come back and say.
You're sorry you're sorry well I am too.
You're sorry you're sorry well I am too.
I'm sorry I met you.
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JustMakeMeCry California
Non-Critically acclaimed Dweebpop act.
(Formerly known as FTFWTO)
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